January 2012
7 posts
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Invisible ink.
Write me a poem in invisible ink Write what you really think about me Tell me everything Ask me questions Answer mine Be the guy I love Be a stranger Have no mercy When you’re writing Hurt me good Hurt me bad I need the truth And I want it fast Lose that insecurity Gimmie the truth in shameless nudity All those secrets you keep Give ‘em up Even the ones hidden like dirt under ur nails I want em...
F.N.O.W.E.
Dear Heart,
From now on we’re enemies
You’ve led me to pain once again
You promised me the beatings would be worth it
I shouldn’t have let you win
Should’ve of just shut you up and solved the problem
But you let it multiply
And nourished it so naively
Thinking you could solve it
You allowed the problem to get difficult
When you could’ve just erased it
So...
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Pill.
This feeling may only last a minute
But I’ll indulge in every second of it
Happy for a moment
It keeps me humble
Whole
And sometimes outta trouble..
-cindy
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Stolen
He stole everything
So I can’t give you anything
He stole my attention
And my happiness
He snared my love
He has it all
But I’m not complaining
It belongs with him anyway
Even after everything..
-cindy
Small
I’m small
And insignificant
But my little actions
Are loud and ambitious :)
-cindy
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Sans
Without you
Feels great
It feels sane
Like I’ll never be sad again
But I still can’t get you out of my head
I know why
And I don’t like it
-cindy
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Heartbreaker..
Cold tears don’t soothe the burn
That sadness brings
To reject love
Even if it’s kindly
Will always feel wrong
You throw me back a smile
And tell me not to feel bad
While I try apologizing
Say that the time spent with me
Was the best spent of your life
Then my heart starts to feel heavy
And my eyes start burning
Come hug me
You made my heart break with those last...
September 2011
7 posts
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Demon Hunter
Shooting you down with kisses
Make ya run
And show you kindness
Because I know
I’ll actually be killing you
You corrupted me
Now,
Imma treat you so nice
And watch you suffer
Make you wanna leave this life
Blind you with my smile
While you’re feeling vile
Make you deaf
With the sound of these lips
Then I will
Beat you
Kiss you
Teach you
Hug you
Strike you
...
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death
Death wants me to play
It’s so unlike what I’m used to
That I go along with it
And fall in love with the game
It’s like an adrenaline run
Now I’m losing my moral ability
It challenges my hand on a gun
My lungs burst
And I can’t breathe
But nothing’s ever felt so sweet.
-cindy
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ROAR
You’re gonna hear it
Feel it
And fear it
-cindy
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L.O.V.E.
I’m gonna make you fall in love
Then I’m gonna tear out your fucking heart
I can see why you had so much fun
It’s fun to play your character
I’m going to break you
Make you give a DAMN
Mr. Pretender
You had your chance
I’m gonna hurt you better
You could be scared
But should focus on running
Or attempt hiding..
I’m gonna getcha either way
Gonna...
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for D.A.R.E.
I don’t need drugs
If I wanna get high
I’ll just ride an elevator
Fake happiness
Rolled up in a lie
Why light up
And fog my sight
When I’m trying to see life for what it is?
-cindy
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Daydream
I’m bored with sleeping
Nothing beats daydreaming
I like how I can control the imagery
Unlike the nightmares at night that haunt me
They’re born from the thoughts I try repressing
I had a dream the other day
It came in chapters of impossible scenarios
We can’t buy anything with our misfortunes
And wishing only brings us into more debt
Causes disillusion
And theft
Of...
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Yes.
Yes.
If your heart was made of glass I’d throw rocks at it Smile wide when it cracks Take a few pictures Then laugh as it falls apart You had no trouble breaking mine And now that I’m heartless I won’t hesitate to commit the same crime After I’m done I’ll hand you an empty bottle of glue Get a clue You turned something sweet Into something mean Backfires are kinda...
July 2011
3 posts
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Addicted to the way you make me feel
Your danger
Brings me closer to adventure
Your kiss is a thrill
Your touch is mysterious and rebellious
I never know where your hands will end up
Or if they’ll ever meet mine
There’s no pattern to your lovin’
You make me wonder
And I like it
You’re dangerous
And I invite it
There’s no more room for innocence
Only excitement
-cindy
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Backstabber
Your knife feels so cold
The temperature ran down my back
And my ignorance was sold
As you dug in
With no soul
Threw me down
And walked away slow
I didn’t hesitate
Because I was still in shock
You couldn’t warm the blade up?
Even a fake friend would have done that
Can’t kill
What never sleeps
“Buddy”
Be afraid of my veil
I can be fake too
You should...
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Already forgot...
First I’ll forget your name
Then your face
All the dates
And the word fate
Secluded into oblivion
The only place where I won’t find memories
Tired of running
But I’m not stopping
Not because I hate you
It’s because I love you
It’s the only way to mask pain
-cindy
May 2011
1 post
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heart attacks (hurts so good, hurts so bad)
Your words
make my heart beat all funny
like I’m scared
or excited
consider my love snared
you’re dangerous
and I’m attracted
every night i go to sleep a mess
because i miss your kisses and caress
i wake up
and u haven’t acknowledged my existense
i start slipping into a dis-bliss
shortly disillusioned with love and happiness
a little nothing
becomes a...
April 2011
4 posts
1 tag
:3
A broken relationship
Cannot be re-initiated
Can’t ever feel the same
Even though attraction is still strong
And you still want to hold on
There’s only time to apologize
Turn around
Turn back
And start all over
Shake hands
Trade names
Become friends again
It’s the same intention
But different initiative
Another way to make it work
Another chance...
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Butterflies and Knots
You pull me in with your arms
But push me away with your words
You kiss me
And I start losing my footing
I go dumb for your smile
It absorbs me
This feeling’s vile
The floor slides away
Then you look at me
Say you love everything I am
But you never say you love me
If I’m so great
Then why don’t you take a chance on me?
I’m breaking my own heart
...
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BAD.
All bad thoughts exit through my mouth
If you make me cry
I’ll make you bleed
Sink inside this melody
Having me around
Will be your misery
Break your bones
With my words
Hide your face
It’s on my list of things to break
-cindy
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i'd like to see you try...
Baby, I don’t make the same mistake twice
Don’t forget who left the relationship
Don’t come back with your lies
Still blaming me
Resting your sight
On everything
But my eyes
Wipe that smirk
What’s wrong?
Not used to hearing the truth?
You can’t break this heart
You can’t bruise this soul
Did you think I would curl up and die?
...
March 2011
20 posts
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Demente (English Version)
Im not the only demented one
Who burns bridges
And drowns in misfortune
With legs that don’t function to accelerate
They’re only extra weight
Every chance they get
They trip me
Bruised from falling so frequently
When i finally get up
I fall 1,000 more times
-cindy
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Fabio
You fell out of a dream And landed at my feet Too bad you weren’t for me Somebody else’s perfection Rattled my soul into temporary affliction A yearn for you Painfully attracted Trapped in your eyes Not trying to resist it Were you born to make pulses rise Or make blades & veins collide? I’m damned Drowning in your smile My demise Stay away with those lips And warm cheeks...
Dear Nobody,
Dear Nobody,
Listen to my banter with your eyes
I’m in disbelief
And disturbed
By art’s demise
Life’s become a distraction from fiction
Lost the imagination to hand friction
Can’t find a rock to hide under
or enough paint to create a disguise
I don’t want to be human
I just want to feel ALIVE
My hands are filthy
from shaking hands with opportunity
As it leaves me behind
Mind...
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Demente
No soy La unica demente Que quema puentes Que se ahoga en la mala suerte Con piernas que no funcionan para acelerar Solo son peso extra No me llevan a ningun lugar Nadamas me tropiesan Cada chansa que llega Moretiada de caerme tan frequente Cuando me levanto por fin Me caigo otras mil
-cindy
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Deal.
Stop trying to change me And I’ll stop pushing you away There’s always new things to learn Your way isn’t the only way If I only ate when I was happy I’d starve I’m not a robot but I feel empty like one I drown your words And break your looks I found a heart But it doesn’t fit in the hole you left behind
-cindy
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Impulse
With knowledge Comes fear Live like you couldn’t die fast enough Off the treadmill Off the torture Believe in your dreams Bear them on your shoulders With a smile Release the pain through laughter
-cindy
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Apologetic Sinner
Praying for days to grow shorter Writing your apologies on doormats And waiting around the corner Waiting for bliss’s caress Choking on memories Trying to hold on to your soul You shake on your knees And gasp for forgiveness Ears numb trying to listen Fists clenched white, in fear Tighten your eyes And fight the tears Wishing erasers worked on everything Breathing only to keep trying You...
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Bloody Sunday
Bloody sunday Mourning monday We pray like sinners Run like criminals Cynical to my toes Stealing weapons Selling heartbeats Breaking innocence Gluing bombs to things that blink Idunno what I’m thinking But I know what its like to feel like you’re sinking
-cindy
-Console
I’m gonna drown my soul in gasoline
And watch it burn
My heart’s safe
I let a little kid named Alex borrow it
He ran away and didn’t promise to return it
I made a bet with regret
I won
And now Its another feeling that’ll never pulse through my veins
-cindy
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Rotting Art
Conforming and standing in line You’re rotting art Meant to amaze But u refuse to give up your seat in society Your eyes don’t shine They mud over in shame Bet you’re even chained in your dreams Let me know when you want the key
-cindy
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Nostalgia
Misplaced nostalgia. Sometimes I miss it Sometimes I don’t Sometimes I miss your caress Sometimes I could care less Warm memories Tickle my cheeks The bad moments Left a sour taste I need a push I don’t think I’ll ever get over it I don’t think I’ll ever remember it I break down Then forget why I’m on the ground
-cindy
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Stutter
I want to go back Press rewind and let time stutter on a loop The kiss was soft We blushed red An infinite moment It still lingers on my lips
-cindy
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Candies
Candies sweet sour sticky i wouldn’t pick you you’re sugar free and your kisses were as sweet as cavities cotton rock taffy maybe not i carry life in my back pocket next to a bar of melting chocolate im restless young i’m attracted to you like a magnet to plastic wrappers masks i see the candy i see you’re wack gummy yummy You Are Yucky sprinkles of lies a coat of...
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Secrets
I lock things subconsciously I lose my mind constantly I practice breathing on sundays Wake up purple on mondays
-cindy
You're SO High School
I’m gonna use the air from your tires To fill up balloons for my party It’s tonight Forgot to send you your invite Oh that’s right Instead I sent you a map to hell Let me know how that goes asshole
-cindy
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Heartbreak is
Heartbreak is… Bulletproof pain Life comes at you fast Feet deep in the ground Forced to wait for the blast In a breath I remember what you said to me That love is promising forever A vow to love you NEVER!!!! A love lost in the drawer of missing socks I feel bruised from every word you used to hurt me I can’t remember the last time tears came this easy Life is golden But you make it...
Folie A' Deux (The Shared Madness of Two)
Let’s forget about each other together Introduce me to that guy I’ll introduce you to that girl Let’s go on a kissing spree Hey Wingman let’s make opportunities I have a bag of lines all girls like Trade you for your info on guys What should I wear Lose the tie Lemmie fix your hair How’s my make up? Let’s smell good And mix in with crowds Until we find someone...
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I Chase Bees
I chase bees I kick the trees I can’t climb Scabs on my knees What’s my age again? Too old for games Too young to be heard Grown up when i need to be Chasing bees Tire swings Grassy hills and sunsets Grassy hills and clouds I’m not ready for love So I push it down Am i wearing you out? Not gonna get us! Straight from my lungs I tease responsibility with old halloween candy...
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Contagious
Contagious Like a smile Or a lie U make me happy Warm and fuzzy U make me hurt U make me wonder Hug me coz I like it We work like magnets Connect And reflect
-cindy
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Your love is like a Ghost
Your love is like a ghost Unseen Not heard Unfelt Fake touch You think of her when you look at me But you won’t let me leave I want to know what your plan is when you realize Her pretty face Will never take on My personality traits I don’t want you I want to go Gonna run away Nothing you say can make me stay Don’t wanna feel the sting of regret I don’t believe in...