Write me a poem in invisible ink
Write what you really think about me
Tell me everything
Ask me questions
Answer mine
Be the guy I love
Be a stranger
Have no mercy
When you’re writing
Hurt me good
Hurt me bad
I need the truth
And I want it fast
Lose that insecurity
Gimmie the truth in shameless nudity
All those secrets you keep
Give ‘em up
Even the ones hidden like dirt under ur nails
I want em all
Here’s your platform
Be brutal
Write me a poem invisible ink

-cindy

This feeling may only last a minute

But I’ll indulge in every second of it

Happy for a moment

It keeps me humble

Whole

And sometimes outta trouble..

-cindy

He stole everything

So I can’t give you anything

He stole my attention

And my happiness

He snared my love

He has it all

But I’m not complaining

It belongs with him anyway

Even after everything..

-cindy

Without you

Feels great

It feels sane

Like I’ll never be sad again

But I still can’t get you out of my head

I know why

And I don’t like it

-cindy

Cold tears don’t soothe the burn

That sadness brings

To reject love

Even if it’s kindly

Will always feel wrong

You throw me back a smile

And tell me not to feel bad

While I try apologizing

Say that the time spent with me

Was the best spent of your life

Then my heart starts to feel heavy

And my eyes start burning

Come hug me

You made my heart break with those last little words

-cindy

Shooting you down with kisses

Make ya run

And show you kindness

Because I know

I’ll actually be killing you

You corrupted me

Now,

Imma treat you so nice

And watch you suffer

Make you wanna leave this life

Blind you with my smile

While you’re feeling vile

Make you deaf

With the sound of these lips

Then I will

Beat you

Kiss you

Teach you

Hug you

Strike you

Stroke you

Hate you

Love you.

Little demon boy

You don’t have to be mean

And I don’t have to kill you

But if you don’t change

Then I’m down for the chase

Let’s play…

-cindy

Death wants me to play

It’s so unlike what I’m used to

That I go along with it

And fall in love with the game

It’s like an adrenaline run

Now I’m losing my moral ability

It challenges my hand on a gun

My lungs burst

And I can’t breathe

But nothing’s ever felt so sweet.

-cindy

You’re gonna hear it

Feel it

And fear it

-cindy

I’m gonna make you fall in love

Then I’m gonna tear out your fucking heart

I can see why you had so much fun

It’s fun to play your character

I’m going to break you

Make you give a DAMN

Mr. Pretender

You had your chance

I’m gonna hurt you  better

You could be scared

But should focus on running

Or attempt hiding..

I’m gonna getcha either way

Gonna make your veins scream

And your bones sweat

Coz I’m the best

-cindy

I don’t need drugs

If I wanna get high

I’ll just ride an elevator

Fake happiness

Rolled up in a lie

Why light up

And fog my sight

When I’m trying to see life for what it is?

-cindy

I’m bored with sleeping

Nothing beats daydreaming

I like how I can control the imagery

Unlike the nightmares at night that haunt me

They’re born from the thoughts I try repressing

I had a dream the other day

It came in chapters of impossible scenarios

We can’t buy anything with our misfortunes

And wishing only brings us into more debt

Causes disillusion

And theft

Of peace and a clear head

-cindy

Yes.

If your heart was made of glass
I’d throw rocks at it
Smile wide when it cracks
Take a few pictures
Then laugh as it falls apart
You had no trouble breaking mine
And now that I’m heartless
I won’t hesitate to commit the same crime
After I’m done I’ll hand you an empty bottle of glue
Get a clue
You turned something sweet
Into something mean
Backfires are kinda neat
When you have the view from my seat ;]

-cindy

Your danger

Brings me closer to adventure

Your kiss is a thrill

Your touch is mysterious and rebellious

I never know where your hands will end up

Or if they’ll ever meet mine

There’s no pattern to your lovin’

You make me wonder

And I like it

You’re dangerous

And I invite it

There’s no more room for innocence

Only excitement

-cindy

Your knife feels so cold

The temperature ran down my back

And my ignorance was sold

As you dug in

With no soul

Threw me down

And walked away slow

I didn’t hesitate

Because I was still in shock

You couldn’t warm the blade up?

Even a fake friend would have done that

Can’t kill

What never sleeps

“Buddy”

Be afraid of my veil

I can be fake too

You should board up you your house

But save your breath

You cannot be saved with prayers

The sleepless

Will mess with your sanity

Make you break out in stress

Clandestine tendencies

End with a good night kiss

-cindy